First you feel astounded, that is good, you are finding out more of who you are, congratulations. Most of people attracted to this site have already awakened, as most of us will, so they have already rediscovered how physical reality works. Its like that movie “what dreams may come”. When we go to sleep we are really waking up from this dream experience we decided to play in for a while. Some books to read that will help you remember are on my book page. one is Journey of souls by Micheal newton, the other is the “conversation with god book series, which is written by God. How is that for another unbelievable concept?

All is amazing, but that is the beauty of creation I have found. It is complex, but not complicated. In your journey you will ask for information and you will receive. You have come far already by questioning mans strict attachment to things in their “sacred text”, even to say it allows us to kill and stuff like that. We will learn to not follow anything even God, that is not loving and respectful of others.

Now why bring light if its all an illusion? Because of the word paradox. Which means something that is true one minute, can be false another, and visa versa. Earth is a world of polarity and duality (Check out my article on that) we come here to experience everything as black or white so we get to choose to find balance or the middle road, which is the way things really are. I.e. God is not male or female , he is both. god is not good or bad, he is both. He is everything, so this dream world seems real due to the polarity aspect of this world. In reality it is both real and a dream because everything in this world or dimension is both. Many still only see the real version, but we are awaking to the illusion aspect as we ascend or raise our vibrations with the Earth as she raises her vibration.

People are starting to see there is something going on in this solar system. Sun is getting hotter, pluto is melting, Earth is heating up, tsunami’s, earthquakes above 6.0 are common place, and now volcanoes and the Earths blood , oil, is been shown to us so we can choose wiser with her resources. More amazing things will happen and its all for the best and our benefit.

Look at the great part of this reality being an illusion, means noone really dies. wow that alone is profound. Its kind of like a video game, we respawn and come back and try again. We have all been here many times. Once you choose to learn about all this and remember, you will be shown. you are in control, its your journey back to who you really are. BTW, you will see in the end that YOU are God. How’s that for astonishment? In the end, God is the only thing here. (I wrote about that in article named the prime radiant)

The up and down feelings is normal. Means you are waking up fast and well on your way. This is what is happening:

when you raise your vibrations it means you are feeling happy, secure, ok, no fear just joy. But we are on the 3rd dimensional level of joy and happiness, there are higher versiona of joy and happiness and feeling ok. lets call that higher version 4th dimensional, which is where we are all going. As we go up to the higher levels, our lower vibrations in our fields cant exist there, so we have to “clear” them, which is simple no longer choosing to let them make you feel “not ok”, so as you feel good you these emotions and lower stuff come up and show themselves so you get a chance to deal with them and process them. As you process them, you are now ready for more light and more love, and the cycle repeats and you feel good again which means you have to clear etc. etc. this is the ascension cycle that creation uses to have us slowly raise back up to the higher vibrations where we eventually realize that everything is love, everything is happiness, we are always ok, and joy is our natural state, forever. Not may of us are there now, so we work a little at a time. Think of all the times you thought you were not ok, but you are aren’t you? You always are and always will be. But also we are in a world where we create our reality, so if you believe you are not ok, you are supported. So we are enjoying the experience of this amazing game.

There is much much much to it all and much to remember, because in the end you know all this already, part of the reason for the illusion is so you could forget what you know already so it doesn’t spoil the game. Follow your intuition and follow your excitement and ask your guides and the angels for help and you will see help and answers, then you will know, creation is love.

And realize, real eyes, that if there was not a part of you that believed its an illusion, it would not bother you. Ask yourself why does it bother you. When we normally hear something crazy we dont believe, we dont let it bother us, we simply laugh at the crazy person. :-)

Be happy and thanks for the great comment.